and so it begins....

{deep breath}

Logan is growing up in front of my eyes! For the first time he is at a friends house playing. (and I am feeling a little sick to my stomach!) His little friend who lives across the street came over (with his sweet mom) to ask if Logan could come over and jump on his tramp with him. Logan looked at me and said," Ya Mom!" with a very excited and anxious look. He walked out the door and peddled his bike on over with Aiden peddling beside him. I can't believe it actually because he has always been too shy and scared if I wasn't right next to him. (that is why play group didn't work out so well for us this summer!)

So....he's been gone for 10 minutes and I think that is long enough don't you?....I want to go an grab him and put him under my wing again. I know he is safe and being watched....I am anxious though. I can't even begin to think about preschool next year...

EDIT: it is now 2:30. I just got back from picking Logan up! After he had been gone for TWO HOURS I couldn't take it anymore and walked over to find the two of them running around playing on the swingset and being happy little boys! Logan cried "I wanna play" the whole way home as big tears streamed down his face. No missing mom that is for sure!